Friday, November 22, 2013

Room 237 Reminded Me of Being 20

I finished watching Room 237 last night, it is a documentary about all the hidden messages in The Shining.  I love The Shining.  I saw it for the first time when I was six, right after I watched The Exorcist.   Where as The Exorcist scarred me, The Shining fascinated me.  The Shining is a movie that I can watch over and over again (I really need to blog a list of those movies.  There are not many movies I can re-watch frequently.)

Room 237 was pretty good and had some interesting observations.  There are various fanatics who spot all these little things in The Shining.  Some are more believable than others.


I don't know if I'd give it all the praise these star-giving critics did, since some of the theories were really stretching it, but it reminded me of a paper I wrote.  I went to the University of Vermont for about a month and a half before I had to take a medical leave.  While I was there I took a class called The Films of Stephen King.  In the class we analyzed the movies that are based off of Stephen King books, it was a great class with a great teacher.  The last assignment I did was a paper analyzing a short clip of any of the films we had watched thus far.  We had watching Stand By Me, Carrie, Apt Pupil, and The Shining by then.  I chose The Shining, and I chose this scene:



Unfortunately, I wrote this paper, turned it in, and due to my own mental instabilities, took a medical leave from school.  I have no idea what my teacher thought of my paper.  But, I will share it with you all.  I wrote it when I was 20 and there are some errors and things I would change.  But I will leave it unmolested for you all.


"It is with the introduction of Lloyd that Jack Torrance takes the final step in his downward spiral to a complete mental breakdown.  In the first few seconds of the scene we discover that Jack is fully taken over with mental illness with his first encounter with a  supernatural entity.  At the beginning of the scene we cannot see Jack’s face as he covers his eyes and makes smacking motions with his mouth.  It is an obvious portrayal of an addict wanting their fix.  As he does this there is an increasingly loud drum role that builds anxiety until one chime is heard as Jack peeks his eyes out from under his hands and stares straight at the camera.  These are similar noises used through out the film as Kubrick, like a magician, wants us to pay attention at certain and critical moments.  As Jack stares at the viewer, it is easy to see he isn’t really breaking the fourth wall because we can tell he is not really seeing us.  Perhaps this is a reflection to how Wendy and Danny felt, as he might make eye contact with them, but was never really seeing them either once he’s psychological shift overtook him.  Jack removes his hands and smiles with a “Hi Lloyd,” it is with that utterance that we aware that there is someone else in the house, someone that Jack already knows the name of, is pleasantly surprised to see, and understand what “it is a little slow tonight isn’t it?” means.  From this moment we then see Jack look around the Gold Room as if maybe there are people there.  The audience is aware that changes are taking place in the Overlook Hotel, but Jack is the only one who see it as of now.  We know Jack knows these changes the way he suddenly laughs at the camera, or to “Lloyd,” in a devilish manner.  This laugh tells us Jack knows something others do not know.  Jack has a secret that he shares with Lloyd.
Finally the scene changes off Jack looking right at the camera to a side view of Lloyd behind the bar.  From this angle we see a wall of alcohol bottles interrupted by two breaks in the wall that just was white light that SHINES behind Lloyd.  This wall symbolically represents the elements that are at work in making Jack mentally ill.  The alcohol is an obvious sign, Jack was a former alcoholic who has been sober for months but just “sold his soul” for a drink.  These bottles represents Jack’s weakness in mind and character and how his desires (mainly alcohol and his desire to be of a higher class) are over powering him.  This can be seen in how much alcohol there is, and how all of a sudden the bar looks high class.  The break in the wall of white light symbolizes the power the Overlook Hotel emits and uses to control Jack increasingly as the film goes on.  This wall in the background is a precursor for the tragic events that will follow.  
Lloyd is another important piece of this scene, after all he is the focus of the shot.  Right as the camera changes from Jack to Lloyd a chime sounds again, Kubrick the magician wants the viewer to pay attention.  Lloyd is dressed as a high class bartender, juxtaposed to Jack’s dark red sweater and jeans.  Despite being better dressed than Jack, Lloyd responds to Jack “Yes Mr. Torrance, what will it be?”  Lloyd’s words tell us a few things, he also knows Jack by name and he calls Jack “Mr. Torrance,” giving Jack respect and in a position of power that Jack has been wanting this entire film.  Also, Lloyd is going to serve Jack alcohol.  Lloyd is enabling Jack to indulge in his vice of choice that has led to a few problems in his life, addiction and ripping his son’s arm out it it’s socket.  Lloyd is now a know enemy because of this.  We, the viewer, see Jack’s downfall into psychosis and already fear for Danny and Wendy.  Alcohol makes Jack harmful and now he is being given that by Lloyd.  One of the more subtly interesting aspects of the introduction of Lloyd is that never in this entire discourse between Jack and Lloyd is there a two-shot in which Jack and Lloyd are in the same frame.  This is to reinstate that Jack is dealing with something that is not like him and that there is a distinct difference between the two characters.  We see Jack talk off camera and focus his attention on something the viewer cannot see, then we are shown Jack’s point of view by seeing Lloyd at the bar.  This gives distance between the two characters, but this changes in, for example, the bathroom scene where Jack and Grady are quite close in the frame.  Lloyd’s presence in this scene gives many indicators to his danger to Jack and his family, though Jack embraces him with iconic Jack Nicholson smiles.

The Shining has many powerful scenes that show much about this very rich film.  The introduction to Lloyd, though, brings the film to some crucial turning points.  Here Jack “sells his soul” and Lloyd immediately answers, a direct reference to satanic evils at work.  The Gold Room comes to life for the first time, and the Overlook Hotel truly expresses its power and force to Jack.  When this happens Jack finally fully embraces madness and everything that follows from this point on will reflect that embrace."

I think is is pretty good for a 20 year old, though I fail to acknowledge that there is in fact a scene with both Torrence and Lloyd.  Not bad, younger Kim, not bad.

Tuesday, November 5, 2013

Friday, October 25, 2013

Happy Birthday Leo and Penny!

October 21st, Leopold Stokowski and Penelope turned 3 years old.  I adopted them from the Chittenden Humane Society back in March, about a week after my beloved Blizzard left us.  They had "behavorial problems" is what the Humane Society told me.  I assumed them just didn't understand rabbit's nature.  I was wrong, these were some mean rabbits.  But, for the past seven months I've bonded with those buns and now they both let me pet them.  I give them free range of their room and my bed room and sometimes I wake up and they are up on the bed looking at me!  They are wonderful cuddle buns that really love each other.

I threw them a little party for their birthday.


I got a bunch of little duck baby bowls for the buns and put greens and other treats in them.


I also made a little plate for Dexter.


Then for the humans, I made recipes off the website www.rabbitfoodformybunnyteeth.com It's a website that has a bunch of vegetarian and vegan recipes.  This is the spicy Korean tacos I made with my friend Cameron.

Then we sang happy birthday as we brought in the duck bowls of treats to the bun buns, here is Leo chowing down.


Then Penny came in and chowed down too!


Dexter sure loves his parsley!


Here is the vegan ice cream I made!  It's called nice cream.  :3  Made from blended naners, mango, and avocado and topped with a cashew cream, I made it all from scratch and it was really good!


The blue dog is a rattle, and some teething toys I got for the buns to throw around.


My last bunny food was Annie's BunnyGrams!

The buns didn't play with the toys... so I put the rattle on Leo's head.


Leo and Penny weren't amused.


Saturday, October 5, 2013

Life Updates, Too Lazy to Really Blog

Oh I've been too busy to write any bloggins.  My classes are exciting and time consuming.  I just wrote a screenplay for my film class, based off Asimov's "Nightfall."  Such a good story.

It's been a nice Saturday off.  Yesterday I went apple picking for the first time ever!  It was too awesome!  I went with this guy I'm sorta seeing.  His name is Alex.  He's not my boyfriend though.  I'm fairly certain he is a Republican.  lololol

We have food in the house currently.  It is baffling and I just want to eat it all up!!  I've been about 114 lately, occasionally dipping down to 112.  On a good day, usually when I eat out with Alex somewhere or David or whoever I may eat with, I get up to 116.  I don't wanna get sick, y'all know this Vermont winter is coming.  Gotta get a vitamin or two in me!

Work is going well too, and I even did a good bit of cleaning today around the apartment!

So these are the updates on my life.  Oh, and my phone is dead.  I'm just trying to make up for not blogging in a few weeks.  This is better than nothing, right?

I also need to make more comics, but I haven't gotten a new stylus yet.  I also am just not addicted to the internet and been doing things outside the ether world.  Not much, but a little.

Hope everyone else's lives are going well.  I'll blog when I have something more interesting to say.

Tuesday, September 24, 2013

Social Work Through the Eyes of an Abused Child

Sunday I spent 5 hours with a 5 year old child who is a guest at the shelter I work at.  The child has been sexually abused in her past and has some serious behavioral issues.  I wont tell you too much because it is her life, and I don't want to display that.  While she spent time with me in the office, we talked about her sexual abuse.  It was a difficult conversation, she spoke more about her abuse than she ever had in the past.  As she spoke, she insisted on playing on my iPad and took about a zillion photos.  I later looked at all these photos she took of me and was just taken back.  These are through the eyes of a sexually abused child while she talks with a social worker about her abuse and pain.