Oh my goodness working alone all night again I'm feeling hyper-ish. I think I will type the hyper away. Maybe I'll work on my short story. GETTING BACK INTO ART IS WEIRD. It feels.. forced? Something. It makes me feel not me to remember I can't write like I used to. Like this blogging shit? Easy. It's just like talking. I monologe in person to my bf all the goddamn time 'cause he doesn't talk. But writing stories feels weird. I think it reminds me of art school. UHGGG. Let's talk happy kay?
PS when I do finish something good I'll put it on here. :D Excited!
So I flew like $500 in six days wtf. It's Vermont Restaurant Week. GOD DAMN. And I bought two bathing suits for Victoria's Secret! (I need to seriously diet!!) I'll post pics eventually. ;) And I got some Vans but they are a little too small. :c I'm still going to wear them of course. Bahaha. I'll just need some bandaids for the backs of my heels. lol So silly.
Oh I think I'm asexual btw. I think it's kinda silly too but it's true. I hate sex. I don't want it, and I feel bad for my bf. In fact sexual intercourse scares me. I think it has something with sexual abuse in my past but I don't want to hate it. It's a normal thing. I'm already to fucking weird to hate sex c'mon. But it makes me resent all horny people and I hate pornography. So asexual for meeeeee. But I don't want to be! :c Maybe I need viagra? lol
Oh Buzz is 84% into Arkam Asylum. I'm at 4%! I'm so cheezed he went on without me! That asshole! It was supposed to be a couple thing! He was just made because my Pokedex in Pokemon Black was sooo much better.
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