Wednesday, May 2, 2012

Lack of: Art, Money, Sex, and Batman.

Oh my goodness working alone all night again I'm feeling hyper-ish.  I think I will type the hyper away.  Maybe I'll work on my short story.  GETTING BACK INTO ART IS WEIRD.  It feels.. forced?  Something.  It makes me feel not me to remember I can't write like I used to.  Like this blogging shit?  Easy.  It's just like talking.  I monologe in person to my bf all the goddamn time 'cause he doesn't talk.  But writing stories feels weird.  I think it reminds me of art school.  UHGGG.  Let's talk happy kay?

PS when I do finish something good I'll put it on here.  :D  Excited!

So I flew like $500 in six days wtf.  It's Vermont Restaurant Week.  GOD DAMN.  And I bought two bathing suits for Victoria's Secret!  (I need to seriously diet!!)  I'll post pics eventually.  ;)  And I got some Vans but they are a little too small.  :c  I'm still going to wear them of course.  Bahaha.  I'll just need some bandaids for the backs of my heels.  lol  So silly.

Oh I think I'm asexual btw.  I think it's kinda silly too but it's true.  I hate sex.  I don't want it, and I feel bad for my bf.  In fact sexual intercourse scares me. I think it has something with sexual abuse in my past but I don't want to hate it.  It's a normal thing.  I'm already to fucking weird to hate sex c'mon.  But it makes me resent all horny people and I hate pornography.  So asexual for meeeeee.  But I don't want to be!  :c  Maybe I need viagra?  lol

Oh Buzz is 84% into Arkam Asylum.  I'm at 4%!  I'm so cheezed he went on without me!  That asshole!  It was supposed to be a couple thing!  He was just made because my Pokedex in Pokemon Black was sooo much better.

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