Preparing For Battle.

I feel like every night, getting ready for bed is like going to war. Take out contact. Wash face. Clean off left over eye make up. Examine skin. Brush teeth. Brush tongue. Floss. Mouthwash. Put on compressing stockings. Wash tummy plastic. Put slimming lotion on belly. Wrap tummy in plastic. Get bobby pins to hold plastic in place. Lay down and try to ignore the burning sensation on tummy. Now I got a chin slimming wrap too. And collagen face mask too so tonight I'm totally wrapped up in weight loss. Getting plastic wrap for thighs and exercising slippers that are at a slant and work your calf muscles. It's ridiculous how much weight loss crap i use. but gets rid of the anxiety and I don't want to do bulimic shit so this is healthier. I do look fucking ridiculous though. But I've lost weight!!

I think no one can pull off face masks. Seriously. With the chin wrap I look crazy.