Buzz is finally moving out of the apartment on the 27th. This give me ten days to prepare for his departure. It sucks and I will miss him. I know living with your ex boyfriend is not ideal and kinda stressful at times, but I still love Buzz and will miss him. David also isn't here very much. He is staying in New York with our biological father to do construction work and play Halo. -.- Stupid. I don't really know what to think... beyond.. "I should do the dishes and get up but I doubt I will and I want to cry."
I don't want to live alone. I've never lived alone. I can't do it. I'm a fragile baby damn it! I will have no one.... Loneliness and sorrow.
Okay I put on Dawson's Creek I hope this makes me feel better.
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