Summer Looks

You know you want to look at more pictures of me.

At work with some green eyeliner around my eyes.  Glasses are Dolce and Gabana, cant see too easily but black shirt is Gap and brown top in H & M.

My two lady friends hanging out with me by my community pool, left is Ally, she is wearing my Victoria's Secret bathing suit.  Right is Grace, opening a beer,

Instagram pic of kitty shirt!

This is my original pic of kitty shirt, it was a present from this website where all shirts are $6!  I miss the red hair.

This was mother's day, I got a flower and chocolate from work!  (And cheese...)

I don't promote smoking, but the ONE DAY I've gone to the beach this summer.

Sexy pic, I know I know.  Sun glasses from American Eagle, bathing suit from Victoria's Secret, cancer from Camel Crush.

I think this is the best picture I've ever taken of myself.

I call this one "Crazy Bunny Lady."

Oh the road to get Snickers, my foster bun.  Top and skirt from Urban Outfitters.

Same road trip.  Earrings were a gift.  :)

I call this one "Crazy Cat Lady."

This is me just bragging about my weight loss, shirt was a gift, jammie shorts from Abercrombie and Fitch.

I was at the eye doctor's, found these glasses with metal studs on them!

In an Urban Outfitters in Boston, Buzz bought me two outfits.  This is outfit one.

This is outfit two. The angle makes my thighs look fat.  But look at the pink bunny satchel!  It's to hold cell phones.  So cute!!

Same purple shorts with a band tank top, super 90s look.  

I am trying to get a full sized mirror in my room, till then you'll just have to be subject to my bathroom.

It's So Hard Being Acute

I am taking 2 classes right now and one of them is Algebra.  I hate Algebra.  No matter how much I study... my product is 70 on all my quizzes.  I frequently consider doing a number on the teacher, jumping on a desk, and lecturing him on how unimportant this is in most everyone lives.  I'm a rational person, but unless you grow up to engineer or science stuff, digit is not necessary!

Inverse you were wondering, I DO study.  I spend time outside of class trying to study and I get absolutely unmotivated and my head starts to hertz.  It's not unmotivated in the Oh whatever Sigma go watch TV kinda way.  It's the It's over.  My life is over.  The Algebra sum, and I lost.  I secant beat it's power.  

It's just such a quad-radical shift from the academics I'm used to studying.  Even with my notes, odd just can't do it.  I figure it's a sine I need help.  Plus, I have division problems and it is very difficult to see notes on the board.

This pain-in-the-axes guy who sits adjacent to me is constant-ly trying to help me.  He gamma me his number so I could call him.  As if buddy, domain of my dream is not a condescending, forceful butt whole.  I left the number on the table.  I want to parallel at him to just shut the FOIL up.  

Yesterday, I integer my classroom early and people are already square.  I tried to study, but a very plane guy moved hex to me and began to help me.  The pain-in-the-axes guy who usually sits next to me (dimension how much I dislike this guy?) came two class and was angry this plane guy was helping me.

Pain-In-The-Axes starts complaining about wanting to sit in his seat, (no assigned seats in college, hello).  So Plane Guy moves to the other side of me and I tangent escape the awkwardness!  Lemma tell you, Plane Guy was helping me and Pain-In-The-Axes interrupted all the time to correct him!  They basically fought over who would help me and Pi just wanted to graph at them for being so radius-culous.

Lateral, at the end of class, Plane Guy asked if I wanted his number, I declined.

Iota tell the both of them that they Beta leave me alone.  I can easily be in the mode to be really mean.

Cute and Kawaii Apps for the iPhone - Part Two

I'm gotten such positive feedback from my last Cute and Kawaii Apps blog post, that I thought I'd share some more!!
It can be so hard to find good apps that are free.  I personally don't ever really pay for apps because I know I could find something just as good for free.  The only exception to this was Triple Town.  I love Triple Town.

So I went on the app store to really hunt and track down the best and the cutest, and also apps I would actually use.  I haven't really searched for new apps in about a year so I found some real cute ones!  Here are 6 cute and kawaii apps.  None are games since I lose interest in games, and they are all free cause I ain't paying, but they are apps I find useful/fun.

1.  Kuma DL Free:

This app is for Rilakkuma video watching.  When opening the app there is it's very own Rilakkuma web browser with a bunch of saved video links to look up video sites.  Find videos you want and download them to your phone so you can watch them whenever - don't need internet or WiFi.

Once a video is downloaded, you can watch it in this super cute Rilakkuma video player!  

Of course the video I watch is red pandas playing in snow.


2.  Weather Pup:
I have been searching far and wide for a cute weather app.  There are stylish weather apps, like WeatherMob is cool, but not cute.  I have finally found a cute weather app, and it have puppies.  I hate the adds, but I'm pretty good at ignoring them and I really like FREE.

3.  PaigeeWorld:
Everyone like to draw anime, it's just fun.  Cute girls with big eyes and hot guys with big guns.  This app gives you tutorials on how to draw anime and allows you to share your art with others.  I'm surprised at how large the community on PaigeeWorld is.  People upload pictures like two every minute.  Very active and supportive community.  It's cute and fun and is getting me back into drawing.  :)

4.  Private Album:
This is a cute app with a simple design.  All you do is set up a password and save all your naughty pics in there!

5.  DecoDentaku:
Along with a weather app, I've been looking for a cute calculator app too.  I used to have this really kawaii Japanese app that was a sleeping sheep with a calculator on him and you had to wake him up to use the calculator.  But, they got rid of it in America's App Store and it's only available in Japan now.  Boo.  But, I found this app that is super cute!  You can choose purple blue or pink (I chose pink duh).  It's a simple and pretty app.

6.  Reviocam:
Short video social networking is blowing up since Vine got popular and now Instagram is doing it too.  I use both of those, but with Reviocam you can add cute stickers and frames like purikura apps like Snapeee.  It's still kinda slow but definitely one to check out.

I filmed Buzz to try out the app and added a little panda to lay on the bed lol

This is a short list but I will probably post more in the future.  What apps do you guys use?

Internet Break

So I haven't made a comic or posted a blog in forever.  I haven't done much internet stuff.  It's been AWESOME.  Such a nice break from screens.  (Don't worry I've still been using my smartphone.  I've not THAT crazy.)

I haven't had internet in my new apartment, we finally got it Friday but we spent almost a month without any internet.  We had to watch DVDs instead of Netflix, and I read a lot of my books.  It's was dark times man. lol  No it was nice, me and David played lots of board games too.

But now I am back in the cyberworld.  Not even in a fashionable way, like Angelina Jolie in Hackers.  Just blogging and making comics.  I can't hack, woops.

Things that have changed in my life:

Buzz moved to Boston.  

When I started talking to this other guy, who I've named Electro Bunny Dood (my mom calls him RoboBunny), Buzz was very upset.  Buzz and I weren't together but nonetheless Buzz got a job in Boston making video games for companies.  Leaving me to fend for myself.  Since our lease was up in June, Buzz didn't have to be in Vermont anymore.  I miss him and he has visited once.  :)

I live with David in a new apartment.

Living with David is stressful because he is always, always, always being argumentative for no damn reason.  But we have a new apartment and it is really nice.  There is a neighborhood pool, and there is carpet flooring, and it is pretty big too!  My rabbits even have their own room.

I am fostering a rabbit for the House Rabbit Network.

Her name is Snickers, she is a Netherland Dwarf.  She is a cute little firecracker who grunts a lot.  She is living in my room but I let her out a lot.  She likes to hang out under David's bed.  She is well potty trained and a cute little girl.  I wish my two rabbits were as well behaved.  They hate Snickers and I keep them in their room, which is fine because they don't want to be near me.  I can pet them sometimes but that is about it.

I am 118 pounds.

As a result of Buzz leaving for Boston, I don't eat anymore.  I don't cook often and I'm sure as hell not going to cook just for myself!  So I'm not eating a whole bunch.  Way back when, last year, I wrote about how I was losing weight.  Or trying to lose weight, rather.  None of that stuff worked but I appreciate my adorable efforts.  It wasn't until I got on Adderalll that I lost weight (who would have thought, huh?).  I'm lost somewhere from 15-20 pounds.  On a good day I am 116 lbs.  My goal is 110.

I am in college.

After Blizzard died I was a total mess.  I didn't know what to do with myself, so I got summer classes at CCV.  I am taking College Algebra and Micro Computer Applications.  I'm just damn awful at College Algebra, despite all the studying I've been doing.  My notebook is almost full for that class and we have only had 4 classes!!!  Who actually even fills up a notebook! I am trying so hard to understand it but... I hate math.

Cute and Kawaii Clothing Brands (That I Wish I Could Afford)

I've gotten a LOT of readers on my cute iPhone Apps post, so I thought I'd continue my Cute and Kawaii Train.  Now I thought I'd share my favorite cute fashion.  A lot of my favorite fashion is gyaru, and for those of you who aren't crazy about Japan, gyaru means "gal" and basically it's just a cute clothing style.  It looks like this:

This is Tsubasa Masuwaka.  She is pretty famous in the gyaru scene and even has her own make up brand called Candy Doll.  She has a brand for fake eyelashes too and it's called Dolly Wink.  How cute.  The only problem is, I'm white and white girls can't do gyaru makeup.  It doesn't look right at all.

I tried to be fair and find pictures of white girls that aren't ugly to begin with.  These are pretty girls with awful makeup.  It just doesn't look right on Caucasians.  So I try not to over do it on the eye make up.  My makeup isn't gyaru style but still pretty cute right??

I've also found this amber eye shadow I really like.  I don't usually where eye shadow but I think this color looks great with my red hair.

When it comes to clothes I mentioned last summer that I was trying to be more fashionable... then winter came around and I didn't care anymore.  It's getting warmer now and so this is my first new outfit of the spring.

The outfit is just from Urban Outfitters, but if I had it my way I would shop at way cuter stores!!  For example, the most obvious cute/kawaii/gyaru/expensive (unfortunately) clothing line there is.

Liz Lisa:

I LOVE Liz Lisa.  Everything by her looks like it is made for a princess.  The only problem is everything is about $70-$100 and $50 is considered a sale.


ViVi:

ViVi is actually a magazine over in Japan and they have clothes too.  I'm not exactly sure but it seems ViVi also shows a lot of other brands clothing too.  I can't read Japanese so bear with me here.

Forever New:

Taking a break from Japan for a second, Forever New is in Australia and I am so jealous we don't have them here.  Worst part, they don't ship to America.  

Dream V:

Back to Japan, I adore the heart heels.

H & M:

H & M is from Sweden (I looked that up, who new?  I figured it was a British company).  The style is different, monochromatic and more modern but there is still some definitely cute clothes.  My favorite part is their prices are reasonable and I actually can afford this brand!  My favorite thing I've gotten from them is this dress I wore last summer.

Peter Alexander:

Peter Alexander is an Australian brand that does only sleepwear.  It's just about the cutest sleep wear ever.

Imyourpresent:

This is a shop on Etsy that has homemade clothing and jewelry   The rabbit earrings are what I want the most from this shop.  :)

Thunder's First Birthday!!!

So I am going to be retroactive and post about things that happened a while ago that I never blogged about because I am busy/lazy.  So, my cat turned 1 years old on April 4th!!!

We threw him a party and the rabbits were his guests.  

(If you notice there is actually a beer on the table.  The Kitty/Bunny Daddy and me were also celebrating.)

We even went so far as to bring Blizzard's box with his ashes in it on the ground for Thunder to see.

The rabbits got a crap load of greens

While Thunder got a can of the most expensive cat food they had at the Co-Op.

We also got him this red mouse toy.  It might not look like much but it was $8!!!  So overpriced but made from all recycled materials and the only good cat toy they sold at the Co-Op lol

We made Thunder these Cat Cookies.  Unfortunately he did not like them but it you wanna try to make one for your cat, I got the recipe here:

The last crazy cat mom thing I did was put up dinosaur decorations for Thunder.  With matching plates.

Happy Birthday Captain Thunder Cuddles Kenobi!  You can't actually read or use a computer, but I know you'd appreciate it.

Never Be A Girl Who Hates Other Girls (pls)

When I was younger it was easier to have girlfriends. Until boys entered the picture.  In elementary I had a few girlfriends that were what we in the 21st century call "besties."  Sarah Mollie and Bridgette.  Sarah was the best of the best and we both wore plaid pants in fifth grade.  When I moved to Mississippi girls didn't play pretend anymore and wore padded bras.  Makeup was worn.  Puberty sucks.  I had one girl friend that stuck with me until highschool, we fought but mainly drew Neopets and talked to boys on AIM.

In high school I had a different best friend who stopped being so close after Hurricane Katrina.  After Katrina, her boyfriend broke up with her because he liked me.  I didn't know what to do and didn't understand dating, so I said I'd date him and was very confused when my girlfriend was upset.  This was the beginning of the end.  He and I didn't last long and I broke up with him over text message.  It was somewhere around this time that I started wearing make up and styling my hair.  People started being nicer to me and I wasn't a "geek" "dork" or "lame" anymore.

Basically it went down like it went down for all girls, I only had guy friends and all my female friends weren't close.  Or maybe you had one close girlfriend but other than that girls were catty ass bitches who needed to be slapped.  Sometimes you'd have a chick friend for a while and you guys would both bond over not being like other girls and how much other girls sucked.  Then your relationship would combust in some passive aggressive explosion and you would never talk again.

It has something to do with girls finding all other girls to be competition, for what?  Everything I guess.  For guys attention.  ALL guys attention.  Every boy must like you and when they like another girl you get jealous and think that she must be prettier than you so you feel like shit and blame it on her.  But really, all she is doing is trying to look her best because she also feels like shit for thinking that she is not pretty enough.

In my 21 years of life I've realized that there is some sort of thing involving "the human condition" that makes all girls insecure and so that makes all girls hate each other as a result of their insecurities.  (I am no scientist)

I think a lot has to do with how we're kinda forced to measure our self worth via male attention.  Attractiveness is such a big factor to attraction and studies have shown that prettier people to get better jobs, more opportunities, etc.  Mix that with girls constantly being told they are not pretty enough with media and there you go.  We, females, are just insecure wrecks.

I too am an insecure wreck.

I read Cosmo and wear make up, I go tanning occasionally, try to wear cute outfits.  And I get jealous of prettier girls.  It happens.


I wonder if really it has to do because instinctively we, girls, feel the need to make babies and keep them safe in a secure environment,  preferably with a partner.  So finding a partner is crucial to our basic instinct.  For baby making and protection.  While guys want to spread their seed everywhere as much as possible.  So girls feel like they have to work very hard to find a man and keep her man because instinctively man will want to stray from this female to impregnate the next girl.

Basically we're all hopelessly fucked in my opinion and that's all bullshit.

There are a lot of mean ass "hoes" who have fucked me over in my life.  I have a great talent at pissing girls off and making them jealous or angry or just plain crazy.  But I'm not really mad at them because I don't know if it's really their fault.  Like, I know a lot of girls who have been sexually or emotionally or physically abused.

Or girls who never had a good Dad and are desperate to have a supportive boyfriend.  So on so forth.  So when guys talk about how girls are all crazy bitches they are kinda right, but there are reasons.

Girls just need love.  And I don't mean penises, just like.  You know, LOVE.  Romance, happiness, preferably bunnies in my opinion, or flowers.  It's past Valentine's Day but people should still be in love and happy and NICE.

I encourage all females to try to befriend a girl and be honest with her.  And never say shit like "I don't like girls"  Fuck you, you are a girl, other girls are just like you, so shut up.  (This is me being nice, lol) Maybe slightly less vulgar...
Do nice things for girlfriends like you would for any guy.  It's not a big deal if she doesn't do something nice too.  She's not walking all over you, I bet your dude friends don't reciprocate everything you do for them all the time.  So it's whatever.

And when you do hang out with girls, do more than just get fucked up.  I'm sure you do more than just get fucked up on the day to day right?  And if you don't, shame on you get a hobby.

***Note*** This post is honestly not aimed towards anyone.  I started it back in September and never finished it because I don't mean to be rude.  All my gal friends basically have done as I described and I have too.  So I'm not calling anyone out, or I'm calling everyone out.

**Another Note*** I have been sitting on this forever because I'm not completely happy with it, but I'm just going to post it.